Well, today was OK. My morning at work went by really fast, which was good, I guess. But it was more like one of those fast mornings that you don't have time to get anything done, then feel obnoxiously unproductive. I get over that pretty quick though, because I worked my ass off to get as much as I could done.
Then on the way home today, I couldn't help but think about going back to college. I don't know why because this thought almost never gets into my head. I think it has a lot to do with my being confused about what I should have as a career. I guess I feel like that will help me, and I know I could get a better job. BUT.. one of the reasons I left school (and believe me, there were a lot of reasons), was that I feel like I didn't have time for my family including Jerry and Molly. And I don't want to start something and then end it again because of that reason. I'm already tired most of the time and I generally can't wait to get home so I can just hang out. So I guess I just don't know if I have the proper motivation. Not to mention, I have no idea how I would afford it.
When I got home though, I became pretty productive, did laundry, made the bed, I ACTUALLY EXERCISED! I did both cardio and strength training. It's been a long time since I did that. I wanted to make sure everything was good for Jerry when he got home, too. He left at 4am and didn't get home until 7:00pm. That's a long day and I knew he'd be tired.
And now, I've stopped. My body has shut down and I'm tired. I still have a load of laundry in the dryer I need to bring up and put away. It better be dry soon, or my procrastination will set in.
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